I wish I could be civilised and ask how you're doing doing without making an absolute fool myself. I can't say that every time we text each other, I don't cry. I can't tell you that I've been listening to every single sad songs in my Spotify for absolutely no reason, I go fishing for them because I want to be able to feel something other than numbness.
I still miss you. I still think about you in every possible way but I can't bring myself up to tell you that. I hate that we still talk to each other at least once a day. It's not even fair because I can feel that way I'm still so obsessed with you. I still wait for you to text me back even if it takes you hours.
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Bea Fitzallan attends the Toronto International Film Festival Gala Presentation of Mubound, 12 September 2017.#bea fitzallan#mudbound#tiff#tiff 2017
Charlie Foy and Noah Baumbach interview for Mistress America.#charlie foy#noah baumbach#foybach#please tell me they are not over i can't deal with this#they were literally the best couple of all herstory
Bea Fitzallan attends the Mudbound press conference in Toronto.#bea fitzallan#mudbound#tiff#tiff 2017
He’s [Noah Baumbach] helped her find her voice; he’s a huge part of her life. All the same, she feels that I am rather missing the point. Have I learned nothing from her talk of striving and failing, of dancing and drama, and the benefits of dabbling?#bea fitzallan#mother!#tiff#tiff 2017
"Honestly, I'm just so thrilled to be here and able to support Mattie! She's such a phenomenal actress, you know - like, very much a massive talent, and you can't help but be a bit obsessed with her on screen. I have no doubt she'll blow everyone away just as she always does!"#bea fitzallan#mattie lorenssen#mother!#tiff#tiff 2017
- bea fitzallan, talking about mattie at the mother! premiere